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Urban M, Victoria, Australia
I feed on guilty pleasures. I will not be fed because it finds me effortlessly everyday on end. My run will not be devoured, it will not fade as I know being sane is long lost.

Friday, December 18, 2009














Our world is yours and mine. The magic of everything non-magical. The science of magic. The beliefs, lies and wonders. Under earth, outside space. Time, endless. Forever, magical. In our minds. Between the time where we are awake and unconscious. Next to me. Under the covers, stars and everything. The night, blue, and dark sky. Just magic.

Well holidays have officially started for me. Should I be happy or what? Cause I really don't understand the fuss besides not having to wake up so early each morning, staying up late finishing assigned task from teachers @ school, y'know? But whatever. I guess I can say there will be more time to 'chill' with a few old friends and rekindle relationships, right? Because I remember around this time last year, Iminlikewithyou or now called omgpop was the 'thing' and I made fewer friendships. And now you see, we're like bestfriends. I even had a crush on one of them. But due to school playing a major role in my life, I had to push aside things and that kind of, drafted our conversations, which I dislike dearly. But never mind now, because I have 6 weeks or until feb the first to mend things with the oldies! And as much as I want to restore old things, I'm in for a change. Like hair wise, facial piercing, weight and style?

I feel the urge to stand out from my comfort zone. Yet, this does not mean I want to stand out from everyone and turn heads when entering the school gates or anywhere in particular. Like I would ever be able to do that anyway, right? But the point is, if I'm going to keep blending in, do it differently. Walk a different way, or etc.

& only 12 days left 'til 2008 flies by our eyes forever.
I mean, 2009. Wow. Sometimes, I think I'm still stuck in 2008. Because these years have been flying by so quick I don't feel it. It doesn't feel that long. Good or bad?
Whether I would have preferred last year over this year is still unknown but most likely to be a no. I can't chuck away any friendships right now. Because honestly, I love most of my friends. I mean, all probably. Though some are really shaky right now, but I'm assuming we'll be over it sometime (everything has it's period of fame) God, I've grown up so much.
WHAT HAVE I BECOME.

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